I have no idea
I dunnoe wat to blog!!! no feel !!
simply have no idea!!!
slack slack slack is my daily routine!
arrrr
totally blank now!!!
try my best to make my blog 起死回生。
trying in progress!!!!
O ya!!!
To all my friend out there if u are planning to do a grand or
wat ever celebration for ur 21st birthday and want to invite me ...
PLEASE TELL ME 1 MONTH IN ADVANCE!!!
why lei!!! cause gov want to lock me up!! hahahaha....
if i received a last min thingy i may or may attend :)
spoke at : 11:51 PM
Well i am more cheerful now!!!
It have past 10 days since pay day!!! and i felt nw i am BROKE!!!
Totally no money lei!!!
Left onli $30 to survive this month!!! die man!!!
no more club
no more good food
no more Toot toot
no more bah bah bah!!!
damd it.. super broke!!!!
MUst try to save save save!!!!
grrrrr
spoke at : 2:02 PM
I have just read
Adeline blog!!!
Something she say make me keep thinking over and over again!!
She ended with
I'm always be there..but will you need me..?Shall think through
spoke at : 11:33 PM
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope & glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For you and I
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I
spoke at : 12:51 PM
What do i understand by the word UNDERSTAND??
Well i dunnoe hw to say man!!!
So chim!!
Well fuck it la... dun wanna keep thinking of it...
well 2 days back i was like a 活死人!!!
i dunnoe why but just kinda super down for dunnoe wat the fuck!!!
till i didnt even ate anything!!! well i cant say i didnt ate anything la...
i ate a pie kia!!! why? forsake of my dog nelson!!! because i nid energy to train him...
If i keep on starving myself i might faint!! for him i at least ate the pie in order for me to have the energy to do baiting with him!!!
Well still as lifeless nw...
I felt irritated when people tell me A but ended up doing B!! Hmmm
Time is running out!!!
It about time to let the time heal i guess!!
we shall not going to be in the same shift for at least 2 months +++
Dunnoe to be happy or sad!!! just no hard feeling!!!
All the best to u in ur up coming shift!!
May be not seeing u everyday make me felt more comfortable bah..
To Ham
yeasterday when i saw ur sms i tot u understand the word BBF but the days prove me wrong!!
I try to change!!! as wat u told me !!! dun like me keep shooting u!!
i try to keep as much as i can but wat did u do to change for beta brotherhood?
Well u may be keep telling me i thinking to much but have u ever ask urself are u really taking this brotherhood seriously? May be we are two different world bah!!!
I treated u like as if my real brother but you makeing me really felt like i am a Fool...
You broken lot of promises i forgive and now you like cut off the line between us!!
I have nutting to say!! What the most i can do i will do !!!
Do you rememeber what actually u told why u are not free on sat which is today?
YOU LIE!!!
I HATE PEOPLE TO LIE TO ME!!!!
You remeber day i ask u go swimming?
What u told me? and ended up wat u are doing?
YOU ARE SLEEPING AT HOME!!!
YEs yes u will be saying again i think too much!!! but that it!! i shall not say much!!!
I am numb !!
i think i onli left 40% of hope you
spoke at : 10:51 AM
Why!!! Why !!! why !!!
i starting felt that i dun understand myself nw!!!
why am i holding it back? y?
Brothers? Understanding? Ren?
Fuck it!!!
last night someone told me something making me think
Eh!!! i am not the only one who think it this way!!!
i really just felt u now is getting even worse to be just my friend!!
Wat brothers are for
simply i felt
Always try not to reject!!! If reject at least give a valid reason
Be there for him when feeling down or watever shit
Be on to each other
Feel for the other party!!
well i am new to this thingy simply not that demanding rite!!!
friend of course lower criteria to me!!
hai!!! dunnoe wat u thinking!!!
spoke at : 11:01 AM