Saturday, January 06, 2007
Wow i long time nv blog le ... Because i am busy working... Morning at mac night at cedele......Damd Chionging lol....Then recently i received some updates abt my classmate AND also UPDATE on some OLD INFO........ I Really make mi piss off man...Dun noe to be angry or to be happy abt it...let mi continue all in short short de...On dec22 i go make my ic with jia xin.....So sad until nw no 1 return my ic lol...Confirm $60 lost...Stupid pick pockert!!!!From that dayss onward i been working like a freaking person till nw... On dec31 i went to work then meet up gary cc sophia and elieen to go esplane there count down but who noe... it hard to get in there then after that i solo go home.......this wed they went clubbing but i did not due to sch thing.....
Nextly... I would like to say ....
I finally get some problem solve le.....After finding out the truth i was feeling kana stab by a lot of knife....wtf treat friends kind izzit the way we all should do??? Can't your just spare thought for mi ???? As least nw i see throught some of ur colour but dunnoe y i just cant accept the fact that ur are like tt!!!!!!! IT really hard for mi to accept it ur noe....i realli wish that we could start all over again as friends......
Credit are given to someone who told mi as tell mi let mi know that they are good friends of my as they dun wish to c mi get even hurt more... This remind mi of my fren Ai lian who been back stab by her clique...Some of that clique fren think it really horrible for them to continue so they decided to tell her the incident...From that incident she n the fren who told her the incident became good fren...She was not angry at her cause she at least tell her n not continuing the stuff.....
After knowing some nasty stuff u guyssss did to mi i felt like damd....dun ur have a heart in ur left chest???? Doing such stuff ur can carry on for so many month!!!!!!!!
Currently i really blame myself for not studying for my O level...I should have moan for my grandmother while she in hospital in the ICU....If i did nto know abt that incident i would be studing le....
If i study , my result who be beta ...At least i can get in in any ploy course and not in ite...Going in there is a big big mistaken man.....Is god punishing me or wat???? Wat have i done wrong... IT god you created mi like tt so i fullfill you by acting as wat u given to mi....You make mi felt damd guilty when i lie you make mi felt guilty when i beat my fren you make mi felt guilty when i m wrong.... But nw u r punishing mi by the cruel way of all.... BACKSTABBER!!!!!!
Should i end my life when i was in primary 6??? should i have committed suicided that time..... anyway it too late to think back le...IF i have a choice i would travel back to time to primary 6 and just slash myself......
Currently who can be my listening ear??? Who??? other than she n she still got who....
If the she n she really backstab mi i really dunnoe hw m i realli gonna live on ????
Now in my heart i think listening to 1 sided story already make mi like tt le what happen when i listen to the second side story??? Wat will happen!!!!!
I cant hate i cant angry i cant do anything to you y !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Anyway this is my 100 postsss acutally wan it to do on the last day or 2006 busy think crop up
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