我正在我的外婆的 funeral... 我先在的心情 i think should be peaceful ba.. I admit i really still cannot accept the BLOW.. it too sudden to me to accept the fact.. 1 day 2 day 3 day... slowly ba well... i still fighting my way through :) trying to tell myself accept the fact la.. dun lie to myself... 事情已今成了定局了。 i should start to leave forward n not freezing my time.. yes i miss her a lot..
she have been through my childhood with me.. giving me the best food and toy .. the best comfort i could ask for... giving in to wat i want...
spoke at : 2:53 AM
Sunday, October 11, 2009
My heart have broken into lots of pieces now!! my grandma pass away just so suddenly.... i cannot take it... whenever i free i think of it my tear just roll down.... it is a great impact to me.. i really dunnoe how long does this gonna cure me... i am so scared... i dare not cry in front of my parent or my sister...
It all happen so sudden.... just morning i woke up.. nx time i saw my phone i was in horror.. keep thinking it a joke.. i cannot accept the fact.... my granny is gone.... MY GREATEST FEAR is to see close one leaving me.... i am so scared... Until now i still lying to myself it a dream... Granny... granny.... 我要你回来。。 我不要你离开我们大家。。
spoke at : 11:21 AM
Oh Kai Ming aka josh aka yellow Ranger
09/07/1988 BL NPCC Photography