What do i understand by the word UNDERSTAND?? Well i dunnoe hw to say man!!! So chim!!
Well fuck it la... dun wanna keep thinking of it... well 2 days back i was like a 活死人!!! i dunnoe why but just kinda super down for dunnoe wat the fuck!!! till i didnt even ate anything!!! well i cant say i didnt ate anything la... i ate a pie kia!!! why? forsake of my dog nelson!!! because i nid energy to train him... If i keep on starving myself i might faint!! for him i at least ate the pie in order for me to have the energy to do baiting with him!!! Well still as lifeless nw... I felt irritated when people tell me A but ended up doing B!! Hmmm Time is running out!!! It about time to let the time heal i guess!! we shall not going to be in the same shift for at least 2 months +++ Dunnoe to be happy or sad!!! just no hard feeling!!! All the best to u in ur up coming shift!! May be not seeing u everyday make me felt more comfortable bah..
To Ham yeasterday when i saw ur sms i tot u understand the word BBF but the days prove me wrong!! I try to change!!! as wat u told me !!! dun like me keep shooting u!! i try to keep as much as i can but wat did u do to change for beta brotherhood? Well u may be keep telling me i thinking to much but have u ever ask urself are u really taking this brotherhood seriously? May be we are two different world bah!!! I treated u like as if my real brother but you makeing me really felt like i am a Fool... You broken lot of promises i forgive and now you like cut off the line between us!! I have nutting to say!! What the most i can do i will do !!! Do you rememeber what actually u told why u are not free on sat which is today? YOU LIE!!! I HATE PEOPLE TO LIE TO ME!!!! You remeber day i ask u go swimming? What u told me? and ended up wat u are doing? YOU ARE SLEEPING AT HOME!!!
YEs yes u will be saying again i think too much!!! but that it!! i shall not say much!!! I am numb !! i think i onli left 40% of hope you
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Oh Kai Ming aka josh aka yellow Ranger
09/07/1988 BL NPCC Photography