What do i understand by the word UNDERSTAND??
Well i dunnoe hw to say man!!!
So chim!!
Well fuck it la... dun wanna keep thinking of it...
well 2 days back i was like a 活死人!!!
i dunnoe why but just kinda super down for dunnoe wat the fuck!!!
till i didnt even ate anything!!! well i cant say i didnt ate anything la...
i ate a pie kia!!! why? forsake of my dog nelson!!! because i nid energy to train him...
If i keep on starving myself i might faint!! for him i at least ate the pie in order for me to have the energy to do baiting with him!!!
Well still as lifeless nw...
I felt irritated when people tell me A but ended up doing B!! Hmmm
Time is running out!!!
It about time to let the time heal i guess!!
we shall not going to be in the same shift for at least 2 months +++
Dunnoe to be happy or sad!!! just no hard feeling!!!
All the best to u in ur up coming shift!!
May be not seeing u everyday make me felt more comfortable bah..
To Ham
yeasterday when i saw ur sms i tot u understand the word BBF but the days prove me wrong!!
I try to change!!! as wat u told me !!! dun like me keep shooting u!!
i try to keep as much as i can but wat did u do to change for beta brotherhood?
Well u may be keep telling me i thinking to much but have u ever ask urself are u really taking this brotherhood seriously? May be we are two different world bah!!!
I treated u like as if my real brother but you makeing me really felt like i am a Fool...
You broken lot of promises i forgive and now you like cut off the line between us!!
I have nutting to say!! What the most i can do i will do !!!
Do you rememeber what actually u told why u are not free on sat which is today?
YOU LIE!!!
I HATE PEOPLE TO LIE TO ME!!!!
You remeber day i ask u go swimming?
What u told me? and ended up wat u are doing?
YOU ARE SLEEPING AT HOME!!!
YEs yes u will be saying again i think too much!!! but that it!! i shall not say much!!!
I am numb !!
i think i onli left 40% of hope you