Saturday, October 31, 2009
hypocrite!!! is the word running through my mind
spoke at : 12:57 AM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
我正在我的外婆的 funeral...
我先在的心情 i think should be peaceful ba..
I admit i really still cannot accept the BLOW..
it too sudden to me to accept the fact..
1 day 2 day 3 day...
slowly ba
well...
i still fighting my way through :)
trying to tell myself accept the fact la.. dun lie to myself...
事情已今成了定局了。
i should start to leave forward n not freezing my time..
yes i miss her a lot..
she have been through my childhood with me..
giving me the best food and toy ..
the best comfort i could ask for...
giving in to wat i want...
外婆我好想念当年你如和让我开开心心的度过我的同年。
spoke at : 2:53 AM
My heart have broken into lots of pieces now!! my grandma pass away just so suddenly....
i cannot take it...
whenever i free i think of it my tear just roll down....
it is a great impact to me..
i really dunnoe how long does this gonna cure me...
i am so scared...
i dare not cry in front of my parent or my sister...
It all happen so sudden....
just morning i woke up.. nx time i saw my phone i was in horror..
keep thinking it a joke..
i cannot accept the fact....
my granny is gone....
MY GREATEST FEAR is to see close one leaving me....
i am so scared...
Until now i still lying to myself it a dream...
Granny...
granny....
我要你回来。。 我不要你离开我们大家。。
spoke at : 11:21 AM